| Location | Walsall |
| Age | 4 months |
| Date of Birth | 3/2008 |
| Date of Death | 7/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,556 since 22/07/2008 |
| Creator |
Riley my darling son.. Youu were my gift from God, my chance to overcome the heartache of already losing 2 precious babies to the chromosone translocation that i carry and again youu were a tiny angel that had to be taken from me because God needed another precious angel in heaven. I was nearly 14 weeks pregnant and had the early amniocentisis test to see if youu would be born with medical problems that would cause youu to either have full mental and pyhsical disabilities or be born like you precious cousin who onli survived 6 hours bcause of the heart problems linked to this translocation. Mummy wants youu know I could not put youu through this, your too precious, too much loved and to see youu every day with the problems that would be up against youu, would be too cruel, too selfish. Youu are now safe in heaven with nanny grandad and your 2 other darling brothers or sisters. I love youu so much Riley, im sorry i cry your name every night and cuddle the blanket that was wrapped around youu when i gave birth to youu but somehow i feel close to youu. The day i saw youu bouncing around at the day of the test i felt so proud on being your mum, youu mad me giggle because youu was kicking your legs and bouncing around and i knew, instantli youu was my little boy. I had youu in my stomach for 14 weeks, cuddling youu as we slept talking to youu as mummy was in the bath and all mummy's friends rubbing her tummy saying hello too youu. I know you're safe in heaven now my darling and i know that i will one day i will see that gorgeous face of yours, (mummys nose and mummys hair) and will be able to give youu that cuddle and that kiss that i long for each day. Sleep tight darlin.. I miss youu so much. I Love Youu Riley.. Mummy X
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
I\'m Sorry
I am sorry for your loss I really am. Your little Riley is with all the other little ones now. I wish it were different for you all I really do.
Take care of yourself.
riley
Please don't be so sad..
It's beautiful where i am
there's only love up here,
i'm never lonely or afraid
cause God's so very near.
I walk with Jesus everyday
he's really kind and sweet,
don't worry mom he hold's my hand
when we cross a golden street.
I never cry or hurt myself
i see you everyday,
i laugh and play and sing alot
and hear you when you pray.
Please Mommy...
Don't be mad at God
you see he loves me too,
and even though your not here with me
i'm really still with you. xxx
God Its Rileys mummy im sorry to be mad..
I just wanna know wah i did that was so bad..
1 Baby i could come to terms 2 with a slight push..
But taking riley away from me is all a push too much!
I believe in destiny and also believe in fate..
But there is also a thing as to love or to hate..
Right now my hate is onli for you yet it will subside
I loved him so much i yearned to touch my child.
You took his heartbeat, youu took everythin from me
But i guess ill have to understand 'it was meant to be'
That little boy was loved, he was wanted oh so much..
I didnt get to kiss his head or feel his newborn touch.
i know your gunna tell me hes fine and doing ok,
But im his mother! and i should be the one to say..
I cuddle his blankie each night, i cry my babies name,
im 19 years old and i feel that ive done sumthing to be blamed
Am i being punished? why put me through the pain..
Im so so glad i have my family and friends else i wudnt take the strain..
Riley your my heart my soul my life, my little baby boy,
Ill just never be a proper mum with all the baby joy..
Ill end this with one question that haunts my head all day..
How many more babies are youu going to take away?
riley
An Angel Never Dies.
Don’t let them say I wasn’t born,
That something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I’ve loved you from the start.
Although my body you can’t hold
It doesn’t mean I’m gone
This world was worthy, not of me
God chose that I move on.
I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face
You have my word, I’ll fill your arms,
Someday we will embrace.
You’ll hear that it was meant to be,
God doesn’t make mistakes
But that wont soften your worst blow,
Or make your heart not ache.
I’m watching over all you do,
Another child you’ll bear
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there.
There will come a time, I promise you,
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face and kiss my lips
And then you’ll understand.
Although I’ve never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes
That doesn’t mean I never was,
An Angel never dies.
Hey Riley.. Just writing to tell youu again that im thinking of youu and i hope your playing niceli with all the other baby angels and being nice 2 nanny and grandad.. I think about youu every day precious and until the day I am reunited with youu ill miss youu every single day. I love youu so much sweetheart. Kisses and Cuddles to youu and everyone else. Mummy X
sorry for youe loss
hi ya im very sorry for your loss,i really dont no how you cope.iv lost one baby but that was hard enough i could not imagine loosing three.my heart goes out to you.
all my love x
Hey baby boy.. Missin youu so much right now just needed to leave youu a message to tell youu that i love youu. Sleep tight angel because i know your probabli lying next to nanny and grandad and kacey and all the other little angels fast asleep. Speak to youu soon darlin. Love youu .. Love Mummy.. X
Hiiya sweetheart.. Mummy just writing to tell youu that shes found alot of comfort in this site! So im gonna say thank youu 2 everyone from me and youu ok darling. Miss youu more each day, I Love youu and i hope your playing niceli in heaven! Talk soon Riley. Love Mummy.. X
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